It's all about me?

2007-08-27T10:06:00.000-07:00

Haiz...

It has really been a very long time~

So Long~

Yet things are still the same~

In fact... Worse and harder than expected~

I feel like crying and leaving but... i can't.. i just cant'..

Who can understand me?

Who are willing to lend me your helping hands?

Who can shelther me through all these uncertainties?

Coz i'm tired~

MISs

2007-06-02T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hehex..

Long time didnt come in..

Recently very tied down with school and CCA stuff...

Certain things tend to changed so much and it's no longer like b4.

Good or bad? i really dont know.. hahax..

I hv whah i wish to do... but.. just by me alone... i doubt so...

Things are just not right... I wanted to go back to the past and ... continue from there.. maybe it would be so much beta...

I miss the days... we were tgt..

I miss the the time where i first started out working in a office environment.

I miss the days when i just so small and ya....

I miss i miss i miss...

* Thank all who celebrated my bdae*

Hahax... the la bi..the sotong... the new bag... the cakes.s.s.. the cute la bi card... the accessories and.......

LA BI!!!
WAhahax BIG HEAD SOToNg

Celebrating W Mentoring ppl

Celebrating with my classmates!

ALL SO CUTE!!
hehex.. now la bi and sotong lying on my bed..

Hehex.. stealing my space..
GEEX

Tried~

2007-03-24T11:45:00.000-07:00

I'm really tired. Very tired.. sometimes .. i wanted to give up.. but.. i noe ...i can't..

it's against my conscience...but... to hang on... it only makes me cry...

miserable at times... but i'm sure i will learn something out of it. *hope so*

(~.~)

2007-02-10T04:56:00.000-08:00

heyhey..

mmm... not feeling v well.. jiu shi hen xin ku jiu dui le.. dunno y.. but anyway... these few days.. bz over job hunting.. den still needa help mummy do spring cleaning.. and my desk! hahax.. now v tidy le! umh.. hehex... many things was push back till after exams last time.. so a lot of things to do at one go... don hv enough slp too.. hehex..

However, actually for today's posting...it's actually to apologize! i'm so sorry that i'm alwyas the one who cant make it for the gathering tt we hv long wanted way b4 exams actually.. really v sorry! zhen de! dui bu qi.. den now ke neng start working soon le.. mmm.. i can still make it in the weekends de.. sorry!

2007-02-07T09:04:00.000-08:00

Hey..

Different mood now.. totally different from the past few months... =) mmm.. not thathappy but not too bad too..

kekex.. but now.. at least exams are over.. however, that would also mean that... it's the really 'last day'... which saddens me a lot a lot.. i cried for many nights.. esp. when i tot of u guys in the night. though it's just a v short period of time. .say 10 months.. but due to the constant meet up and long hours of contact.. the bond is definitely stronger than what i expect. Initially i thought... our relationship would not be as strong coz it's only a yr... and ... i'm wrong!

Nice frens... we must keep in contact!!! Umh~ *yeah yeah*

*JIA You*

Yong Yuan de hui yi... zai wo xin zhong...

Beyond our control...

2007-01-12T08:53:00.000-08:00

heyhey,

Long time din post. Hmm.. todae.. My dedication (93.3)was read out le- FINALLY! so happy.. hope they like it =) mmm.. i'm quite touched too when i heard the song- peng you.. wu~a

Hmmm.. it's still tiring.. and... mmm.. not in the right mood yet actually.. but exams are coming.. it's not up to me to decide.. well.. =( haiz.. mmm.. well.. it seems like many things happened recently and what others are thinking ... really won't know.. it's.... haiz haiz.. anyway.. hope things will have put an end soon~.. crycry

PY

Nothing!

2007-01-01T02:31:00.000-08:00

wow.. wow

hahax.. long time.. hmmm.. feeling really down recently.. well well.. why? unsure too..
But anyway.. exams are coming.. but.. time!!!!! NOT ENOUGH! =(

well.. mmm.. don feel like continue.. =( stoP here bah..

After mentoring camp

2006-12-20T00:56:00.000-08:00

heyhey...

hehex ... Just came back from mentoring camp ytd.. hahax... well it was rather fun i would say..

mmm... though there are some unhappiness due to some things.. but overall... really learnt and understand a lot of things- e.g. a team with _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ leader or mmm... someone who doesn't even listen to other teammates ideas... wow... it really discouraged them a lot... hahax! Why? Bcoz they are not given the chance to contribute and participate as a group! hahax... tt's bad... never work alone too when it comes to 'team' effort.

You may find that you noe.. aiya.. if i walk faster or do things myself 1st.. my team members can rest more... it's absolutely not that case... Maybe they wanted to get invlove and get things done as a group....

At times... it's all not about winning... Yes... you may win upon doing so, but what exactly have you learn after the camp? nothing... coz.. u are doing things on your own like any other time in ur life! then what's e point of going to the camp when it's called" Leadership cum bonding camp' ?

Losing doesn'y mean you lost everything... it's always the process and you won't lost everytime you see... learn from the mistakes... you will certaintly do better!

Good things are like... get to know more people and mix around with them... some are really fun to chat with and some really take good care of you... sweet wor! =)

oya oya... one more thing... Rain for the whole camp.. damn cold.. CRYCRY... hahax.. Nonetheless.. games still continue.. haax..

But it's my first time going to 'moberly block' we went there for bathing only at about 2am in the night... hahax damn cold.. *shivering*

It's about the first time i walk around the whole SP from CLS to FC5 den to Biz... back to CLs...so on and so fourth.. hahax...

Oooo... Ain injured her upp tigh too.. while playing the balloon game...Hope that she fine now.. hahax...Yue sing lei... got i werid blue black on her left hand hahax.. Funni lol...

Then at night sleep in the childcare centre... air-con again!!! arrgh... hahax.. i share the sleeping bag with yue sing... so good.. lend me... hahax *hug* =) But it's nice la the process.. hahax.. Didb't regret going to this camp after all... hehex...

Hahax.. say too much... But anyway... these are my thoughts bah...after the camp! =)

" Everywhere we go...
People want to know...
Who we are..
Where we come from...
So we tell them...
We are from FIRE
Mighty might FIRE
Superduber FIRE
We're *11 claps* "

Hahax.. This is our group's cheers.. old but ya fun..
Heyhey... overall though we lost... BUti learnt a lot during the process.. hahax.. but at least one thing we won!!! The BEST flag.. hahax... Ideas contributed by the group and i draw it out.. *YEAH* hahax..

Okay.. got to continue with ITAB proj.. hahax...

* heyhey... Maybe going back to RSS as a mentor... surprisingly man! hahax...

WOW... SWEAT!!! ENJOY

2006-12-13T07:07:00.000-08:00

wow..

Today had fun though it's tiring.. hahax..Really get to sweat all out with Yunxin, Yue Sing and Qiu li.. haha.. Long long time no 'PE' le..hehex..Today we went to clementi sports hall for BADMINTON.. hahax..

Next time must go again... !!! Gou Gou shou!!!

However, as the week is reaching to the end.. it gives a signal as well- Projects and exams are coming then! haiz... mmm..

Oh ya.. next mon and tue (18th and 19th) mentoring camp.. hahax.. hopefully it's fun and ya.. get to bond all of us together.. yeah! hahax.. but.. time ... haiz haiz.. anyway.. hope that this grping(tribe 1) would be fun and sporty? hahax.. hope that it's something worth my time.. though i shouldn't have said that.. but... currently.. time is in 'demand' man. hahax... BUT.. nonetheless...

JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

heex...

Hey hey!!!

2006-12-10T03:48:00.000-08:00

Wow.. for so long i wanted to start blogging for the very first time but time doesn't seems to allow that. hahax... Now.. Finally... managed to spare some time for this! Heex...

Schedule is really getting more and more packed! Everything seemed so meaningless as time passes! It's tiring... at times, we really wanted to do more than what we can, but it's really beyond our control i would say.

Very soon, i will be back to st. John again...or to say actually I'm back again since the Zone Presentation 2006. mmm...once every week...

It takes me a lot of courage to make this decision when all my friends out there told me to reject. Reject for once, it'll last forever. However, at times, feelings seemed to overwrite your mindset. I can't possibly see my junior going through so many problems and do nothing.

Though... i really don't feel like going back and continue all these again... and i know that all my friends are doing at my interest. Thank you guys for that. However, mmm... i have my reason for taking this path again. One thing I'm very sure of is, I'll will never take that responsibility back on me again. I'm merely helping... of course, I'll still do my best!

Well, to end my first blog.... hahax.. as i may not update my blog that often... maybe once a wk/ month? or maybe once every 3 months... opps... hehex... my friends out there... do take care... we are now running with time! Must ENDURE oh.. !! =)

As for secondary sch friends.. really hope that we can meet out soon.. .My apology for turning down the gathering today.. but i really have to do in order to complete my the loads of work! Hope you guys had enjoyed yourself today!

Hey guys, Take Care ! =)

After badminton... SWEAT!!!